Tuesday, May 28, 2024

Birds Today

A fat, orange-bellied robin,
connoisseur of worms, sat
on an old phone line, trilling.

A gray heron, just off a rocky
beach in shallows, staring
down like a chess player

at minnows. Crow, political
birds, gathered and quarreled
like union organizers.

A black-hooded junco
sat on a roof and sternly
clicked at me. And a brown

hedge sparrow ran beside
boxwood, saw me, dove
into the brush. Birds

surveil us, live with us.
They're guardians of a kind.
They have their reasons.

hans ostrom 2024

Saturday, May 25, 2024

Killjoy

 (or, negative thinking in iambic tetrameter)

Sometimes I am afraid of joy,
As if it is too much--a trap--
Enticement to a leap iinto
Seductive light and perfumed air
That must end in a tumble down
A lethal twisting iron stair.

I guess the sour trickery
Of life has halved my optimism,
And turned me puritanical,
Worst-case scenarios deep-scripted &
Embedded in my skittish mind.
Yes, hard to trust in joy, I find.


hans ostrom 2024

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Thursday, May 23, 2024

In the Beginning

 In the beginning was,

Well, the start. In the start

Was the word. Or the light,


Lux, fiated. Fated? Was

The universe fated to be

And/or not to be? In the 


First place was no place,

Less than a speck, a tiny

Spec-piece of  this period. No,


Really. Out of that

Micro-dot came All.

In that beginning was a Boom-


Bang-Big-Thang. In

The beginning was the end,

A reeling in, an eternal return,


An 8 lying on its side. 

In a human baby’s beginning

Is a grammar, a formal loam


Already ready for sounds,

Signs, words, phrases, phases

Of versation. Hear the toddler


Form past present future,

Possess the prepositions,

Put syntax in the right position. 


All right, light, let it be, let it

Go on, shine forth. In the Begin,

Let's lean in, watch our words,


Listen here, hear, listen:

We're caught in brute matter

And magic, always beginning. 


hans ostrom 2024

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Tuesday, May 21, 2024

Chores

I am what I do, and I
do what I can, so I'm
what I can do,
which now is watching pale
rose light, dusk, after some
day we had. I used to be
cutting grass, mopping
floors, washing clothes. That
was a long moment ago
when things were so what then,
the grass and mops
and suds a long example.

I bow my head, evening,
acknowledge tasks, which
add up to me,
a who whose having done
is such as he's to be.

hans ostrom 2024

Almost Faith

Good Lord and my word,
Existence seems absurd.

Still, if you insist
I’d guess that God exists—

But that—that’s just a guess.
And meanwhile: what a mess.


hans ostrom 2024