Showing posts with label existentialism. Show all posts
Showing posts with label existentialism. Show all posts
Sunday, November 2, 2025
Monday, May 12, 2025
A Place Called Not
These days I ask
the dead stupid questionslike "Where are you?"
They answer with
ghostly shrugs,
phantom eye-rolls,
and other kinds
of silence. Cremation
or burial or just plain
rotting: tiny bits take
the place of bodies,
the place of minds
as fabulous as palaces--
dancing, insights,
laughter, jokes, similes,
sadness, crafts, and dreams!
The dead are in a place
I'm moving toward:
a genral locale called Not.
hans ostrom 2025
Friday, March 26, 2021
And Hope for the Best
okay, I never starved
and I was white not black
in America
but I've been alarmed
ever since I learned
life ends with death.
then came pageants
of cruelty,
the always prospect
of atomic
annihilation, and
white kids groomed
by their stupid
parents to hate black
kids--for starters;
a head-on collision
with environmental
doom, sadists
in the workplace.
okay, I've had it good--
for starters; but
still, no wonder
I'm jumpy, reclusive,
bookish, and not
just tired but
existentially weary;
I'm talking old
dog tired. no bombs,
missiles, store
massacres, floods,
fires, new plagues,
attacks on black friends
locally today, so
okay, call it good,
do something for someone,
then grab a nap
and hope for the best
and hope for the best
and hope for the best.
hans ostrom
Saturday, September 14, 2019
My Location Can't Be Found
I asked my phone where I was.
I mean, I knew where I was
according to old customs
but I wanted to know my location
according to rules set out
by our minders, the satellites.
The phone said "your location
can't be found." I didn't care
where I was anymore. I cared
that things seemed to be going
all right, what with my still
breathing and all. My phone
was not connected to the line
on which I thought I was. The
Great Online. What's more
chaotic than connectivity?
Ask your phone. Its answer
will be evasive.
hans ostrom 2019
I mean, I knew where I was
according to old customs
but I wanted to know my location
according to rules set out
by our minders, the satellites.
The phone said "your location
can't be found." I didn't care
where I was anymore. I cared
that things seemed to be going
all right, what with my still
breathing and all. My phone
was not connected to the line
on which I thought I was. The
Great Online. What's more
chaotic than connectivity?
Ask your phone. Its answer
will be evasive.
hans ostrom 2019
Tuesday, July 3, 2018
Good News: You're Out of Touch
Because now it's all connected,
because now it's all infected
with connectivity, parasiting itself,
surveilling every person, place, and thing, you
don't feel connected, nor do you
especially want to. Your data's connected
very well indeed, not you. There
goes human culture, rocketing
off, and you're staying behind
in your material here, although you fake
living virtually very well. You feel
solitary but not sad. It's a relief
to be not interested in what it's all
coming to, whatever it's coming to,
and who would know, given the fact
and farce that human culture hurtles
with indifference to consequences.
It's virtually like standing in an empty town,
which the residents abandoned. Your
data's off partying with them. Sometimes
it reports back. The town, an existential
cocoon, does this thing that no one and
no thing does anymore. It leaves you
alone. Not heavenly, but nice.
hans ostrom 2018
because now it's all infected
with connectivity, parasiting itself,
surveilling every person, place, and thing, you
don't feel connected, nor do you
especially want to. Your data's connected
very well indeed, not you. There
goes human culture, rocketing
off, and you're staying behind
in your material here, although you fake
living virtually very well. You feel
solitary but not sad. It's a relief
to be not interested in what it's all
coming to, whatever it's coming to,
and who would know, given the fact
and farce that human culture hurtles
with indifference to consequences.
It's virtually like standing in an empty town,
which the residents abandoned. Your
data's off partying with them. Sometimes
it reports back. The town, an existential
cocoon, does this thing that no one and
no thing does anymore. It leaves you
alone. Not heavenly, but nice.
hans ostrom 2018
Tuesday, May 15, 2018
Inside the Cake
Tonight I feel as if
I'm inside an invisible
cake. Reality cake.
I didn't have anything
to do with baking
a cake. I don't know
who baked it, or if
it just baked itself.
I'm simply inside the
cake. Tonight that's
all right. I don't have
to know why the
cake exists or why
I am inside it or why
reality is this cakiness.
hans ostrom
I'm inside an invisible
cake. Reality cake.
I didn't have anything
to do with baking
a cake. I don't know
who baked it, or if
it just baked itself.
I'm simply inside the
cake. Tonight that's
all right. I don't have
to know why the
cake exists or why
I am inside it or why
reality is this cakiness.
hans ostrom
Thursday, December 14, 2017
So Many Surfaces
He went there for the job.
Stayed there for the duration.
Now his ambition has gone,
migrating one way.
He takes great interest
in what is there, in which
here is embedded:
the surfaces of the world
beyond the body, but also
his mind's interior terrain.
The meaning of what's there,
here, is beyond naming,
The surfaces, the terrain--
they mean what
they are, and from
a certain angle, no more.
hans ostrom 2017
Stayed there for the duration.
Now his ambition has gone,
migrating one way.
He takes great interest
in what is there, in which
here is embedded:
the surfaces of the world
beyond the body, but also
his mind's interior terrain.
The meaning of what's there,
here, is beyond naming,
The surfaces, the terrain--
they mean what
they are, and from
a certain angle, no more.
hans ostrom 2017
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