Beside a creek, we discussed creeks.
At a table we talked of American
depravities--acidic combinations
of sex-policing, racist hate, and greed.
In a bookstore, we spoke of sex.
In many places, we used language
to evade. Hiding, we sometimes
told the truth. We asked questions
in anger, illness, lust, inebriation,
shock, exhaustion, and fear. We
fiercely expressed certainties
that, seen later, were all wrong.
At our best, we had nothing to say and
said nothing: an under-rated state of being.
hans ostrom 2018
At a table we talked of American
depravities--acidic combinations
of sex-policing, racist hate, and greed.
In a bookstore, we spoke of sex.
In many places, we used language
to evade. Hiding, we sometimes
told the truth. We asked questions
in anger, illness, lust, inebriation,
shock, exhaustion, and fear. We
fiercely expressed certainties
that, seen later, were all wrong.
At our best, we had nothing to say and
said nothing: an under-rated state of being.
hans ostrom 2018