Tuesday, November 14, 2023
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One-Year Old Henry's Blues
... start with a higher-
pitched whine followed by grumbleslow, real low: fussy
Beside the Ocean With a Baby
for Henry
I'm sitting next to the ocean
in San Diego, a year-old baby
on my lap.
White-edged waves
roll over surfers' heads
like ripples of cream.
A mesmerizing dream,
the sea, at its edge.
The baby and I
Listen and see. We
watch and hear. We
feel the wind.
A cormorant glides
down--from where?--lands on
blue-grey glassy water.
Airplane Mode
Taking off, the passenger plane
grunts like a sow and rattleslike a San Francisco streetcar.
Tacoma's port comes into view--
orange cranes, white warehouses bigger
than football pitches, a stack
puffing white smoke like
an old sailor. Shaggy green
Puget Sound island appears.
On the steel-blue water:
one fishing boat, one container ship,
both as still as sleeping cats.
Through horizontal pink and blue
smears, dark eyebrows arch:
tops of the Cascade mountain range.
Wet gridded neighborhoods
show, spotted with dark evergreens
and yellow & orange puffs
of dying leaves. Far out,
the freeway curves past
the light blue Tacoma Dome,
which looks like a hemispheric
quiz-show buzzer. Now white
clouds curtain the whole scene
& a voice cautions us
again to put all of our devices
on airplane mode.
A Quick Fog
Today's fog seems like a soul
caught in a purgatory,shunned by earth, air, fire,
and water but also of all four.
It rises up out of earth,
tumbles from air, fills itself
with water, and imitates smoke.
Today it rides down from hills
in San Diego, cools the brown
young women in scant bikinis
and the young men trying
to impress them. It blocks
the dropping dun. It wants
to befriend the moon's waves,
which ignore it and pound
the beach. Right before dusk,
the fog lifts, leaves like a hobo
hopping a train to Mexico.
At Del Mar Beach
At Del Mar Beach, waves
rush, colliding, hurry-hurry,riding on high tide. They
nibble and chew at clay
banks below multi-million
ducat mansions. Black-suited
surfers look like flies on foam.
Joggers and cyclists pad and pedal
perpendicular to the sand.
I sit and listen to the ocean's
constant secret speech, never
able to translate it, but
mesmerized, almost absorbed,
by it. An ocean is
the grandest siren of them all.
Carrot Haiku
Sweetness of carrots
can come wrapped in a thin shieldof faint soap-flavor
*
Oh, sunset aflame,
color-cousin of citrus fruit
& road caution cones
*
Large bits, drillers of
soil. Gaudy green Mardi Gras
feathers. Round shoulders.
*
Hide is rough, lumpy--
carrots are miners, you know.
Tips taper to thin string.
*
The smell of nectar
seized from soil, of earned sugar.
Subtler than parsnips.
Alone
I wasn't alone
when I woke from five hours
of brain surgery. A nurse was there.
My wife, who'd waited all that time,
visited. And monitoring machines
blinked and sighed. I was lucky.
In the cold fog
of painkillers and an assaulted
brain, though, I felt
an aloneness all of us will feel
some time--a rude fact
of our existence. Right now
there are people buried
under bombed rubble
who feel absolutely alone.
I vomited regularly
for a whole day, casting
not much but bile into
plastic green bags.
My body thinks anesthesia
poison. (A lucky guess.)
That kept me distracted.
Still: that chill, that
psychic dungeon, that sense
of {you}, a cold infinity
of matter, and nothing else.
Friday, November 10, 2023
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