Oh, the stories you tell yourself
about yourself. Constantly.Certain scenes keep coming aroundlike mail delivery. You recall badbehavior. It begs at once forregrets and excuses, which,combined like soda and vinegar,merely fizz. You invent arcsin your life, heroic ups and downs.You list alleged achievements.You indict, forgive, forget, fudge,and, exhausted, give in to fatalism.You keep this silly sense of Selfafloat like a raft on a slow river.No, it's more like Self's just ahabit, like a mannequin in awindow you walk by compulsivelyor stare at, nose to the glass.
hans ostrom