Tuesday, May 28, 2024
Birds Today
Sunday, May 26, 2024
Saturday, May 25, 2024
Killjoy
As if it is too much--a trap--
Enticement to a leap iinto
Seductive light and perfumed air
That must end in a tumble down
A lethal twisting iron stair.
I guess the sour trickery
Of life has halved my optimism,
And turned me puritanical,
Worst-case scenarios deep-scripted &
Embedded in my skittish mind.
Yes, hard to trust in joy, I find.
Thursday, May 23, 2024
In the Beginning
In the beginning was,
Well, the start. In the start
Was the word. Or the light,
Lux, fiated. Fated? Was
The universe fated to be
And/or not to be? In the
First place was no place,
Less than a speck, a tiny
Spec-piece of this period. No,
Really. Out of that
Micro-dot came All.
In that beginning was a Boom-
Bang-Big-Thang. In
The beginning was the end,
A reeling in, an eternal return,
An 8 lying on its side.
In a human baby’s beginning
Is a grammar, a formal loam
Already ready for sounds,
Signs, words, phrases, phases
Of versation. Hear the toddler
Form past present future,
Possess the prepositions,
Put syntax in the right position.
All right, light, let it be, let it
Go on, shine forth. In the Begin,
Let's lean in, watch our words,
Listen here, hear, listen:
We're caught in brute matter
And magic, always beginning.
hans ostrom 2024
Tuesday, May 21, 2024
Chores
what I can do,
which now is watching pale
rose light, dusk, after some
day we had. I used to be
cutting grass, mopping
floors, washing clothes. That
was a long moment ago
when things were so what then,
the grass and mops
and suds a long example.
I bow my head, evening,
acknowledge tasks, which
add up to me,
a who whose having done
is such as he's to be.
Almost Faith
Still, if you insist
I’d guess that God exists—
But that—that’s just a guess.
And meanwhile: what a mess.
Monday, May 20, 2024
Saturday, May 18, 2024
Thursday, May 16, 2024
Wednesday, May 15, 2024
Last Class
have left, and now she hands me
her exam. I say thanks,
she says goodbye, I add
"Have a good summer" & she flashes a smile.
She goes, the door closes
on a career (whatever that
is) of teaching college students.
I gather the exams & walk
out of the dreary, pale yellow
classroom, take the stairs
a flight up to my office, sit down,
and take a breath. I've always
.
been awful at alleged Big
Moments, wanting to see them
as just another leaf or twig
floating on Time's stream.
I taught for forty years,
made a living. A crow
visits the ledge outside
my office window. I suspect
crows know everything.
Now I'll go home and cook
dinner for my wife, watch a TV
crime show (British, no doubt),
then go to bed and read. And
read: what led me to this
teaching biz-ness in the first place.
To read, to write, to teach, to care,
breathing that special college air.
Tuesday, May 14, 2024
Thursday, May 9, 2024
Kind of Blue
("Kind of Blue," Miles Davis album, 1959)
kind of blue, sweetly
sad, tart despair.
kind of blue, like
you, when you don't
know what to do or
how to stop or slow
the world's deluge
of evil but must step
around deep inert
blue to finish chores,
open doors, lend a
hand. kind of blue--
like a lonely, thoughtful
trumpet blown
by a man deep
inside the music--
a spirit inside
an ear-shaped cave.
hans ostrom 2024