Wednesday, February 14, 2024

Rondeau for a Father's Hat

And what am I to do with my Dad's hat?
Always a hat--he never wore a cap.
After he died, I've kept it all these years--
A little token of him, it appears--
A cloth thing under which he sat.

His body was cremated, so that's that.
To me his soul's a mystery, not a fact.
While I get old and face some stern cold fears,
What is it I'm to do with my Pa's hat?

I have been charged with being a pack-rat.
I'm sentimental, unlike our deadpan cat.
For me, things link to people, it appears,
And maybe soothe a bit some grieving tears.
"Just let it go": advice that sounds so flat
Regarding what to do with Father's hat.

Hans Ostrom 2024

Wednesday, February 7, 2024

Bloomsbury Park

 (September 2022)


Bloomsbury Park
isn't melting yet
in the plump heat
of London, late summer.

A locust tree
shows tendons
and bends like an
arm at the elbow.

The only birds
are pigions. Brown
plates of stone make
a center square

and we strangers
sit on black benches.
We're mostly mute.
Cornflowers persist--

the rest of the beds
are parched like a
hangover. On my way
out, one pigeon escorts

me to the gate. We say our
forms of goodbye. I wonder
if one of his ancestors
spoke to Virginia Woolf.

Lewis Black Recalls Seeing The Grateful Dead At Folsom Field

Tuesday, February 6, 2024

Beware: The Billionaire is Angry

The billionaire's enraged. Angry
with women, with labor unions, with
"woke" people (but not mad enough
to say what he means by that word).

Lava-livid with academics,
except the ones whose research
undergirds his products. He's ticked
off with a former wife and a "disloyal"
child. He's not, though, especially upset
with neo-Nazis. Meanwhile,

the fellow who bags the groceries
people buy and retrieves carts
from the parking lot in cold rain,
cheerfully greets me. We exchange
polite words and laugh. He reminds
me not to forget that he's placed

items at the bottom of the cart.
"Yesterday, two people forgot theirs,"
he cautions. He seems to like
his minimum-wage job and life
well enough not to project rage.

The angry billionaire will "earn"
14 million dollars today. My mind,
as it doesn't forget to load the under-cart
items in the back of my car, goes
to Steve, the man who bagged
the tomatoes and rice and
so on. . . .  His red-bearded
face, full of good will. 


Hans Ostrom 2024

Thursday, February 1, 2024

Party Behaviors

 At the party, a light turned on
inside one woman and it shone
through her skin and shirt.

A man brought a private 
darkness with him. He climbed
inside it but still we heard his voice.

One person bent the air,
warping what we saw
making things seem to wiggle,

making us giggle. And some of
a verbose fellow's words became
visible and rose to the ceiling,

full of gas, helium, perhaps.
Only briefly did I become a 
turtle so as to be left alone. 

Hans Ostrom

Like a Turnip

It might start with the shriek
of a hawk or the ruining racket
of a jackhammer. Or with the low,
low flute note from a great horned
owl, or with the wail of a baby nearby. 

Anyway, a sound that seizes you,
uproots you from your moment,
like a turnip from damp soil,
and tosses you into the basket
of a different reality. Pulled

or pushed into one space
of the "real after" another,
only falsely sure we know
what's coming in the mirage's flow--
oh, such is life, life such as it is.

Hans Ostrom 2024

Tuesday, January 30, 2024

Vibrations

The elevated train shook
and rattled his dank studio
apartment. A a cat sleeping next
to him began to buzz its own
body with purring. Indecipherable

words from a cranked up TV
next door hummed inside wall
studs and plaster-board. Somewhere
in the city, his former lover
snored, he knew, her nose

morphed into a kind of kazoo. 
He listened past the dins
and thought he heard the rustle
& tap of cockroaches & now a
furnace pipe joined the noise.


hans ostrom 2024