About a year ago, I started putting some poems up on a site called allpoetry.com. It hosts poets who may just be starting to write poetry, those who've been at it for a while, and experienced ones. That's one "half" of the site. The rest is dedicated to well known poets worldwide, with most of their poems in translations. How fantastic that must be for those just getting interested in poetry. I would have loved such a ready compendium when I was, say, 17. At any rate, here's a link to my "page," where one may then spring to the whole site and check out a favorite famous poet or start to put up poems of one's own--and received supportive criticism:
Wednesday, August 17, 2022
Monday, August 15, 2022
Overnight at Haypress Creek
Found a place to camp and caught
a couple trout to eat. Evening:
lit a small fire to cook the fish
and heat some beans. Ate, then
doused the fire and slipped
into sleeping bags. Night:
wilderness became immense,
swallowed any sense of self-importance.
A world of creatures came alive,
bears and bobcats and bats,
deer, raccoon, rodents, and night-bugs.
Stirring in the brush, snapped sticks,
owl-hoots and the haunting yips
of coyotes coming through the canyon.
Walls of tall conifers turned black,
their furred edges outlined against
a star-choked sky, where meteors
scratched glow-trails close and far away.
Fatigue smothered awe. We slept....
Woke to a rotated sky and a risen moon
bearing down on us like one mad headlight
from a nightmare. Cricket choruses,
unceasing. Freshest air filling lungs.
And the creek: talking, talking, telling
tales of time we could never comprehend.
Wednesday, August 10, 2022
Stillness
The whole lake seems to pause.
Stillness in a city street, early
Morning. No traffic, tram, or shout.
You’re out and about, street surface
Wet and cool from rain. Now a man
Rolls up the metal barrier to his shop,
Gutting the poise with jagged noise.
Unsought stillness in your mind:
How rare. You sit amidst office
Busy-ness or stand away
A moment from manual labor. You
Stare, aware of nothing in particular
Beyond the stillness,
And the whole ongoing shock of
Voices, machines, and stress
Of survival-urge and toil evaporates
From your attention—until...
Until a brute gust
Cross-cuts the top of the lake
With surface tension,
And everything begins again.
Thursday, August 4, 2022
Worrier Blues
Wrote some lyrics--"Worrier Blues"--& Roger Illsley composed some music & recorded the song. Nice job, Roger:
Names and Us
to trapezoids, angst to alliteration;
also blue-bottle flies, faith,
obsidian, and warts.
We did what we could. We
morphed words so they labeled
nothing except pleasure our mouths
and minds felt saying, hearing:
Bibble the lubble, Mr. Nubble.
We named imaginary friends,
including Princess Her and Eddie.
What was not a fort (a collapsed
shack) we called Fort, what was
not food (mud), Pie.
They sent us to school to study names
systematically. They told
stories about their lives. Names
recurred in these tales. We listened.
Invisible emotional currents began
to buzz our psyches. Later we
might name such currents Fear or
Loneliness, knowing such naming to be
not enough. We began to know
and respect the Unnamable, which
seemed to be where all the action was.
Society manufactured alps
of new things & advertising
name them--pills, cars, gadgets,
political cults, on and on. We
learned and bought.
We grew malevolently bored with names
we’d known a long time, with things
to which these names were attached. Our
world seemed choked by names.
We named our condition Life. That
was a mistake.
ostrom 2022
Tuesday, August 2, 2022
Billiards
Or pool, as we called it:
sticks and stones. A scrumof spheres explodes on a
Victorian green. Then all settles
into chalking the rapier,
surveying the solar system,
and hiring geometry to send
numbered balls to Hell.
Kisses and rails and playing it
safe. Running the table til the 8
of noir sits alone in bright light
like the planet Pluto. The loser-
to-be stands stoically. After
the stirring crack
of the break, my interest
always waned. Women
at the bar drew my focus
from English draw, banking,
and the sour spirit of incompetent
competition. A game for
aristocrats, with their cigars
and brandy, for me occurred
on warped tables in obscure
side-pockets of the American West.
I can't recall the best shot I ever
made, but I know it came from luck,
not skill. Years later, teaching
a class on the Harlem Renaissance,
I found Jacob Lawrence's rendering
of a pool room. More luck.
Elegy for Robert Bly (1926-2021)
as you played the lute. Sixties protest
poems, great leaps to Spanish and French
surrealism, a carom north to Friends, You Drank
Some Darkness Swedes. A farm-boy
Norwegian who went to Harvard (and
dated Adrienne Rich once), a troubadour
who hustled a living on the college tour
but would never get stuck in Swamp Tenure.
Once when I saw you read, a student got
up and left, and you said, "Where are you
going--to masturbate?" You were like
one of those friends I hated to go to bars
with--you liked to start fights (without fists.)
of American poetry, for riffing like a standup
comedian, for making poems explode
and burying Modernists. Then came
your "Men's Movement," well meant
but tin-eared, and Iron John, a Cinderella
for men. After I became a prof,
you came to campus and got the Methodists
dancing to a Brazilian chant. We walked
across campus and you couldn't help but
skewer other poets. When we parted,
you asked, "Are you fond of me, Hans?"
"Yes," I said, "I'm fond of you, Robert." Needy,
like a three-year old. Brilliant, like a mad
scientist. Big hearted--in defiance of cold
fathers everywhere. Well done and--
literally--good show, Robert. I see you
there, dancing on the moon.
Saturday, July 30, 2022
Buttons
Click on the Submit button.
*
Button up.Leave the top button unbuttoned.
Never button the bottom button.
He has his finger on the button.
The red button.
*
She hit the return right on the button.
If you could just, if you could just
unbutton it a little bit and oh
a little bit more.
*
Yes, right there. That's
it right there. Oh. Oh yes.
I never thought I'd miss
the metal buttons on Levi
jeans. I don't. Except now
that I made myself think
of them, I do. I see myself
buttoning up. The first
button down there, not easy.
And if a woman were
to unbutton those jeans
buttons, well . . . .
Under the trees, yes,
the button mushrooms arose
like blobs of ghostly paint.
Many dolls and sociopaths
have buttons for eyes.
For some reason, as she waited
for the bus, she thought
of all the lost buttons
in the world, sinking
into soil or stuck
in cracks of pavement,
wood, and concrete.
The extra buttons
sewn on a garment wait
like tiny moons in reserve
for a sky that might need them.
When I am invited
to unbutton a woman's blouse
or dress, I feel like a primate,
and I wait for the inevitable
giggle. Eventually, we get there.
Monday, July 25, 2022
Politics at the Carnival
Saturday, July 23, 2022
One by Neruda
"Leaning Into the Afternoon," by Pablo Neruda, master of the surrealist love poem--reading and video, short poem:
Sunday, July 17, 2022
Annie Moon
Song--Roger Illsley composed the music for some lyrics I wrote & performed & recorded the song for youtube. Kind of a throw-back, first-love ballad. We had fun with it.
Friday, July 15, 2022
Quotation from "A Man For All Seasons," a play by Robert Bolt
“If we lived in a State where virtue was profitable, common sense would make us good, and greed would make us saintly. And we'd live like animals or angels in the happy land that /needs/ no heroes. But since in fact we see that avarice, anger, envy, pride, sloth, lust and stupidity commonly profit far beyond humility, chastity, fortitude, justice and thought, and have to choose, to be human at all... why then perhaps we /must/ stand fast a little --even at the risk of being heroes.”
― Robert Bolt, A Man for All Seasons